One thing that becomes normal as a small business is at the end of the day, all you focus on are the inadequacies and short comings of your business. You don’t get to enjoy the highs because you’re always on the defense. You don’t get to rest cause something is always never good enough. You never stop and enjoy a triumph, because something always needs to be attended too. It’s a constant and droning feeling. Nearly crushing at times, yet you ruc up and march on.
You work endlessly on things you truly have no control of. You’re so deeply invested into that you would suffer, than not see it though. It’s borderline abuse at times. I sat in Las Vegas looking at all I’ve acomplished, to this point. At the end of that trip felt like I’ve done absolutely not a fucking thing worth even being proud of. There is no rhyme or reason to have such a feeling but as the backbone it’s a constant feeling I bear.
Knowing you can work harder and accomplish more. That it isn’t good enough and you’ll always have that reflected by the crowd chirping away. It is hard to often justify the late nights, the jawing, the depression.
Yet we still put on our ruc, and march forward.
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